12.05.2010

Trust me I'd rather have been here.

Woooo.

Life is crazy. And unpredictable. So many times I have wanted to sit down at this desk and write about our thanksgiving. About our 14 hour drive to see the hub's family. About the funny time HRJ was sleeping on my legs and my red ant bite started itching...ok, you had to be there, but trust me it was funny! And then something side tracks me...yes normally, it's just plain exhaustion, but lately?

It's been my severe morning sickness, worse than it's ever been. In fact it was so bad that besides that not making to the bathroom in time episode, I ended up in the ER on Thursday with dehydration. They even gave me an iv of saline and everything. It's been an insane couple of days. That's right, it was two days of morning sickness and then it was gone. I was fine Tuesday, sick as a dog Wednesday and Thursday and back to normal Friday. Crazy.

I thought since I'd reached my second trimester that all would be done. But I was wrong. Hopefully though, it's over now. Because having to do this, be this sick, in front of HRJ is just killing me. I hate that I can't get off the sofa, that is until I'm running to the bathroom. That I can't play blocks with him or vroom, vroom cars. The worst part? When I'm actually throwing up he is standing behind me hugging my back or laying on my legs. Breaks my heart. He is such a sweet boy, I don't know how the hubs and I got so lucky.

So for his sake especially, I'm hoping this is the end of that misery. I'm also hoping that I can get back to blogging regularly. That I won't always need to nap when baby naps and that some creative bone pops back up in my body. My creativity has been limited lately to a status update on my personal Facebook. That's it, that's all I've been able to muster. Sucks.

Here's my belly at 15 weeks.

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